I've made a choice today to reduce my Bipolar medication. I need to prove to myself that i really am ill. I know that it may make me have psychotic symptoms and that it may hurt those that are around me but i need to do this.
I miss the illness, and i know that that may sound crazy but i feel like my personality has been taken away by the medication, that i have put a blanket over the real me so that i can conform to the norm.
I am worried about the repurcutions of doing such a thing but i feel like i really need to do this!
It can be my little secret, no one needs to know how much medication i'm on. what i am and am not taking.
Tonights dose goes from 500mg to 400mg of seroquel. I need to do this!!!!!
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