And so i stuck

Today isn't a good day for me. I weighed myself today i'm 11st 2lb which means i haven't lost anything since yesterday! I have only myself to blame though. I had a full dinner last night then i sat and ate some jalepino peppers which is just a fucking pain in the ass! I hate it when i get those eating urges and just binge. Well i'm hoping to counteract that today. It's 4:25pm and so far i've consumed 34 calories. I had 80g of fresh Rasberries (22cals) then i had a sugar free jelly(3cals) then i had a sugar free energy drink(9cals). Not too bad really. I made some new friends yesterday on the anamia boards and also on self harm community. Sometimes it's good to have someone to talk to, that gets it and can encourage you to keep going. At the end of the day, nothing tastes as good as thin feels at least thats how the saying goes. I just hope i can be strong and move this 20lb's that i wanna shift. Wish me luck people xxxx